Paul S. Champagnie

Let go.

Those beautiful nights to live my beautiful life

Pain hurts like a cut from a beautiful knife

You where right there on my hip

my beautiful wife

I hate the shit you do

I wont text you back because I don't give two shits for u

came this far just to be apart

I should of listened from the start

I aint gonna lie you broke my heart

we had big dreams now they  shed apart

walkin them hills up and down when you came from work

so you wont be alone

took my uncle car just to make sure u got home 

I’ve done wrong but don't mean I wasn’t the best to you

no one  made you smile like the way  I could

no one  made you happy like the way they should

Took you places with my last Dollar 

Even had cases when dudes try to holla

When u was down and out 

I held you, told you baby don't cry 

i’m here for you ..no doubt

Now i’m sitting her  Stuck

 like What the F*ck

Only one to blame and paul is his name

You thought no one loved you or even cared

that something me and you both shared

The late nights we went to the movies got in trouble 

Mom yelled “Get home and on the double”

we seen so many movies it was funny to me

you told me my ex never took me out like u do

i laughed i already kno boo

we both laughed held each other on them cold nights

I whispered “baby we gonna be alright”

Remember the times we shared 

Picked you up- always messed with your hair

Now all that disappeared. 

I felt the love when i met your family

I sat there happily 

everyday I thanked god up above

But everything happens for a reason

So i’m here to say i gotta let you go.

They say the first love is the sweetest , But that first cut is the deepest.

If you can sit there and forget.. more power to you. If you find someone before yourself....Goodluck to you. Doing things thats not you ...hope the best for you. Matured in ways that i’m thankful for. I’ve become a better person,so that the next one that falls in love with me will be treated even better. Even when you made fun of me . 

I held my tongue because i knew it was right. I realized I accepted you and all for every little flaw you had. But you always complained about mine.  Hard for me to sleep at night just because you appear. Sooner or later it will disappear .

Love,

-Paul S. Champagnie

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